♥ Bring me home tonight .
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Just let me be, how I want to be. You just cant do what you want to do you know.. Don’t you know that? It’s been umpteen times that I’ve told you. And I’m tired of it. I know that it is difficult but can you please just try. I am sure you like it. PLEASE!
It has been tough lately. Trying to cope with myself and everything around me, I’m not sure what are my priorities? I need help, I’m lost.
It is even harder when you are always around me, bugging and bugging. Let me be.
I need my life can’t you see.
But it is really helpful when you’re around. You help me ease my mind. That’s what I like about you! Really, really…
Everyone is fine except you. You are just as irritating as before. You never change do you? Do you? It’s boring to always see the same over and over again. Don’t you have another? Or at least be nice for once. OMG! Oh no.. You know what, be more realistic. Then maybe you know..???? you know “Wak Amin” haha… My opinion is YOU SUCKS! Big time, get the PICTURE!! Lol…
Get your one life.. and leave me alone….!!
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♥ Bring me home tonight .
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
I’m saddened with everything around me.
Why is it so unfair?
Why does everybody had a chance to life a happy, why can’t I.
when’s my turn.
What is wrong with me, tell me.
Am tired of living in this world and always had to put on a play.
I want a normal and happy life.
If you are telling m that this is normal,
I telling you now that this is NOT normal for me!!
No more façade.
ARRGGGHHH!! Sob sob..
Crying has got to point. Even if my eyes were to bleed does it make any difference?
And it doesn’t cure the pain it’s making me suffer more.
I want all the suffering to stop but what I want is YOU.
Just you to be here with me,
i need comfort, I need to be console and
what I really need is your sincere love.
Telling me everything is all right isn’t going to make me happy.
I want the truth.
How scared I am, I still want to know and I need to know.
Stop hiding it from me. Reveal it out.. don’t play games with me. im not into it.
Just listen to the words I have to say.
No one ever said that Love was gonna be easy
Gotta take the ups and downs
The in-betweens
If you take this journey
Gotta give yourself completely
Never let nobody ever step on a dream
You better stop
Listen to these words I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
no no
Put your trust in meAnd I'll make you see
No
the rain wont last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand togetherLove will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say good-bye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I sayLove will find a way
Somebody tried to tell me love don't last forever
Said it only happens in your wildest dreams
After all is said and done
We're still here together
Never listen to the lies and jealousy
You better stopDon't you let them turn you around
You better stopHang onto this love that we've found
Nothing that they say Can stand in our way
I want you
I need you
You know that I Believe you
We got itYou know it
So if it's real Just show it baby
Try Listen to these words That I say
Try
Don't you throw This good thing away
No
Put your trust in me And I'll make you see
I want you
I need you
You know that I Believe you
We got itYou know it
So if it's real Just show it
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Every thing was fine till you called. You know, you just had to call.
You always do it at the wrong time at the wrong place.
It is rather frustrating.
I need my peace.
Stop telling crappy story just because you had it.
I felt nothing until you called.
I need and I want to concentrate.
Just STOP!!!!
Just always had the urge to tell to SHUT UP but
it’s like I feel really bad if I were to do that.
I’m soft hearted and everything, but that doesn’t mean that you can take advantage of. You’re just ARRGHH!
I know what’s really happening OK.
Can you not manipulate me? It’s damaging to my mind.
It’s scary to really know the truth.
I’m really, really scared.
Sometimes I really want to give up hope but my inner soul always holds me back because
in this very world that we’re living in, there are no obstacles that we can’t go through. Though we do need to make sacrifices, when there’s a will there’s a way...
You’re like a drug to me. Even if I try to run away from you, I’ll still need you by me. Thinking that you’re just using me, it’s just not right.
I’m in a way having slight doubts but the faith in me still keeps going strong.
Nevertheless the fear in me hardly goes away.
Do you ever feel/think how I really feel?
Do you know how scared am I to know what has happened and what is going to happen?
Do you know how badly I really want this?
Do you know??
God, am I born to lead/live my life this a way. Show me the brighter side for us though I want to be together. Is this all part of karma for all the bad/wrong doing? I pray for the better not for worst. I ask for safety, health and love and the rich bonding of our family, our loved ones and friends. And for this I’ll end with "till death do us part". Amin.
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♥ Bring me home tonight .
Friday, November 16, 2007
No no no.. stick to the stuff you know.. haha crap..
presentation is just around the corner, rushing for it to get it done. No no no..
Not ready not finished not done. but what I know is done for the presentation is my clothes..
That I can’t wait! WOW!
Yet to cope up with journalism that I’ve not started on which I’m going to be dead if I don’t finish it by the 20th and public relation which is also on the 20th.
Just fantastic isn’t it?
Television and radio production is still pending all due to me.
I’m the only one left and I really feel so left out so that tells me I better hurry hurry hurry .
No no no..
this term is really rushing not only for me but for most of us.
One more thing, graduation project is coming up and my heart goes like this Dag Dig Dug..
every time I say it , I can feel my heart racing..
Hate you, loathe you a lot. Attention-seeker.
What makes you thing you’re so great?
What make you think you can over rule everything?
Just stay away. You are scaring the hell out of me.
And how dare you say “over sey!” oh my god!
Take a good look at yourself lady. Who the bloody hell looks like an old maid.
If you can’t dress up or you just can’t be bothered then that’s just your problem. any way you're supposed to be dressing up for that event B$&%*!
Don’t you ever dare talk about me behind my back.
I heard what you have to say alright.
Pretended not to hear you was a good thing or else I’ll scratch you alive like a wolf.
Blood dripping down my fingers/hands is not a bad thing at all, not bad at all.
You don’t know me. I can be nice to you till the last straw you plug.
Then I’ll be you ultimate foe. Muahahahaha..
There I’ve said it all.
Having people around you to love to play to joke with is a pleasure.
Especially, if you are in doubt. Never imagine/thought that I could live a complete life.
Having uncertainties with each other is a ridiculous thought but it can never go away can it?
To support one self is an opportunity.
But to be given many opportunities is a gift.
One thing never to do is keeping it to yourself. Keeping silent isn’t the best solution.
I’ve learnt my lesson.
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STOP controlling my life. STOP invading into my privacy. STOP bugging me.
Just STOP all of the nonsense. Just let me lead my life as per normal.
I love the way you are around me on the time of need but
it gets rather irritating when you are around me like
EVERY second. EVERY second. EVERY hour.
Just lay off a little.
I am rebellious at times but its because of
PRESSURE. STERSS. DEMANDS. ARGUMENTATION.
You know it yourself that i am good and you know it yourself that i can be good.
Give me FREEDOM. Give me SPACE. Give me LOVE. Give me LIFE
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