♥ Bring me home tonight .
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Every thing was fine till you called. You know, you just had to call.
You always do it at the wrong time at the wrong place.
It is rather frustrating.
I need my peace.
Stop telling crappy story just because you had it.
I felt nothing until you called.
I need and I want to concentrate.
Just STOP!!!!
Just always had the urge to tell to SHUT UP but
it’s like I feel really bad if I were to do that.
I’m soft hearted and everything, but that doesn’t mean that you can take advantage of. You’re just ARRGHH!
I know what’s really happening OK.
Can you not manipulate me? It’s damaging to my mind.
It’s scary to really know the truth.
I’m really, really scared.
Sometimes I really want to give up hope but my inner soul always holds me back because
in this very world that we’re living in, there are no obstacles that we can’t go through. Though we do need to make sacrifices, when there’s a will there’s a way...
You’re like a drug to me. Even if I try to run away from you, I’ll still need you by me. Thinking that you’re just using me, it’s just not right.
I’m in a way having slight doubts but the faith in me still keeps going strong.
Nevertheless the fear in me hardly goes away.
Do you ever feel/think how I really feel?
Do you know how scared am I to know what has happened and what is going to happen?
Do you know how badly I really want this?
Do you know??
God, am I born to lead/live my life this a way. Show me the brighter side for us though I want to be together. Is this all part of karma for all the bad/wrong doing? I pray for the better not for worst. I ask for safety, health and love and the rich bonding of our family, our loved ones and friends. And for this I’ll end with "till death do us part". Amin.
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